My next publication, intended to be in a series called FINAL was a reflection and perhaps a dump of anxiety. I was feeling lost, confused, unsure of where to go, what to say, what to criticise, how to posture myself. Just completely lost and unsure. I lost confidence in my ideas and shut down any optimisim or pathway out.

I just started dumping thoughts, angry, fearful, despondent into an indesign document and put photos contextualising why I might feel that way surrounding and underneath the text. I think it’s easy for the programme to assume that the student populace will go on continuing their research — there are lots of well off students and they are the majority, but some of us are self supported, and are unsure on how to apply what we’ve learned (and enjoyed learning) to the real world, and if the corporate, product first world will understand us and accept us.